Monday, December 26, 2005
Pictures!
Where would I be without God in my life?
Lord, you have amazed me again and again with your love and promises
Screaming our hearts out during Christmas eve; a lot of singing this Christmas though :)
I'm just shy~ LOL
Things to do after IDES lab; take pictures with iMAC!
Shine for Him!
Grace wish you a Merry Christmas, Grace wish you a Merry Christmas, Grace wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
So far, I had 2 Christmas lunches and dinners over the pass 3 days. Youth Sunday school dinner last night at Eunice's place and earlier on, games and lots of walking at Pasir Ris Park. The games were not too tiring and meaningful as well. Learning through games, wasn't a bad idea for a Christmas outing. What do I enjoyed most; the last event where we passed round paper with out name on it and the others have to write something on it. I had always enjoyed this kind of activities, it made me realise how others have viewed me.
Read what was written on the papers and some comments just touched my heart. It made me realise how wrong I have been on myself. In times, I just question myself, what good have I done or am I of any "use" to the people around me. I just feels that I'm nothing; but yesterday while I read the comments on the paper; I gave thanks and apologised to God.
Strangely, I am feeling excited about the coming year; and I don't know why also. This year hasn't been a smooth sailing year for me, but I dare to say I have never failed to made breakthroughs after breakthroughs. Lord has given me a heart and the strength to face all this, without Him; where would I be now? Will be sharing testimony this coming Sunday.
Some may ask, why do I like sharing my story so much; won't I get bored to kept repeating what I say? Well, not at all. I wanna share what God has allowed me to go through. I have mentioned before, The Good Lord doesn't let us walk through path of life without reason(s). God may put me through extreams, but His grace will lead me through; for I'm God's grace! I do hope my stories will touch hearts, and maybe even motivate them to go on in life. Now, I understand why am I going through things that some others won't even go through; so that I may shine for Him when I overcome them. And as I overcome them, I grow to become a better person for God. I'm gonna shine my light :)
So far, I had 2 Christmas lunches and dinners over the pass 3 days. Youth Sunday school dinner last night at Eunice's place and earlier on, games and lots of walking at Pasir Ris Park. The games were not too tiring and meaningful as well. Learning through games, wasn't a bad idea for a Christmas outing. What do I enjoyed most; the last event where we passed round paper with out name on it and the others have to write something on it. I had always enjoyed this kind of activities, it made me realise how others have viewed me.
Read what was written on the papers and some comments just touched my heart. It made me realise how wrong I have been on myself. In times, I just question myself, what good have I done or am I of any "use" to the people around me. I just feels that I'm nothing; but yesterday while I read the comments on the paper; I gave thanks and apologised to God.
Strangely, I am feeling excited about the coming year; and I don't know why also. This year hasn't been a smooth sailing year for me, but I dare to say I have never failed to made breakthroughs after breakthroughs. Lord has given me a heart and the strength to face all this, without Him; where would I be now? Will be sharing testimony this coming Sunday.
Some may ask, why do I like sharing my story so much; won't I get bored to kept repeating what I say? Well, not at all. I wanna share what God has allowed me to go through. I have mentioned before, The Good Lord doesn't let us walk through path of life without reason(s). God may put me through extreams, but His grace will lead me through; for I'm God's grace! I do hope my stories will touch hearts, and maybe even motivate them to go on in life. Now, I understand why am I going through things that some others won't even go through; so that I may shine for Him when I overcome them. And as I overcome them, I grow to become a better person for God. I'm gonna shine my light :)
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Christmas Eve
So, when is the last time I updated this blog?
God is so good to me on Christmas Eve, the internet connection seem normal today :) Can't remember how long I slept, but that was a good night sleep! The concert yesterday was a success, according to Sam, about 60+ people turn up! Although the mike system was a little out yesterday, everything went on fine; except for the timing! Shared my testimony and glad that the people understood and some felt for me. Good Lord, You have always been so good to all of us!
Come on! It's Christmas Eve today! Christmas lunch at home, and latter dinner at Eunice's place! Stay over and count down and performing again on Sunday! "Hark now hear the angel sing...."
Christmas is different this year, school work and exams played a part :X For all I know and feel, I think I have done badly for this term test. Never really studied; count it as I never studied if you want to, for the term test. I studied like what, a few hours before the papers? Screwed up for this term, but it's not a failure; it's a learning experience.
A brand new year, come on, it's a brand new start. Ho! Ho! Ho!
Glad that Boon Wei, Yvette, Rod and Si Yun came for the Christmas concert yesterday. Would be better if Boon and Yvette could stay through out. They missed my testimony part :X Will be sharing again on the 1st Jan, but this time the testimony is gonna be a little different. May all glory and honor be unto the Great Wonderful God!
Received 2 e-cards from the BBS people, wow.. Thanks people, it made a difference. Christmas is a season for giving and a season of joy. But let's not forget the real meaning behind it.. This is one of the songs we sang last night:
We are the reason
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys
We knew
We'll find
But we never realize
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift
Of our life
We are the reason
That He gave His life
We are the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us a reason
To live
As the years went by
We learn more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
Because of love
Because of love
We are the reason
That He gave His life
We are the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us a reason
To live
I've finally found a reason for living
It's in giving every part of my life to Him
In all that I do
Every word that I say
I'll be giving my all
Just for Him
For Him
Friends, don't forget that we are the reason that Jesus came for us. Spell CHRISTMAS out as a whole; don't replace it with an "X" in front. We are the reason.
God is so good to me on Christmas Eve, the internet connection seem normal today :) Can't remember how long I slept, but that was a good night sleep! The concert yesterday was a success, according to Sam, about 60+ people turn up! Although the mike system was a little out yesterday, everything went on fine; except for the timing! Shared my testimony and glad that the people understood and some felt for me. Good Lord, You have always been so good to all of us!
Come on! It's Christmas Eve today! Christmas lunch at home, and latter dinner at Eunice's place! Stay over and count down and performing again on Sunday! "Hark now hear the angel sing...."
Christmas is different this year, school work and exams played a part :X For all I know and feel, I think I have done badly for this term test. Never really studied; count it as I never studied if you want to, for the term test. I studied like what, a few hours before the papers? Screwed up for this term, but it's not a failure; it's a learning experience.
A brand new year, come on, it's a brand new start. Ho! Ho! Ho!
Glad that Boon Wei, Yvette, Rod and Si Yun came for the Christmas concert yesterday. Would be better if Boon and Yvette could stay through out. They missed my testimony part :X Will be sharing again on the 1st Jan, but this time the testimony is gonna be a little different. May all glory and honor be unto the Great Wonderful God!
Received 2 e-cards from the BBS people, wow.. Thanks people, it made a difference. Christmas is a season for giving and a season of joy. But let's not forget the real meaning behind it.. This is one of the songs we sang last night:
We are the reason
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys
We knew
We'll find
But we never realize
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift
Of our life
We are the reason
That He gave His life
We are the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us a reason
To live
As the years went by
We learn more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
Because of love
Because of love
We are the reason
That He gave His life
We are the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us a reason
To live
I've finally found a reason for living
It's in giving every part of my life to Him
In all that I do
Every word that I say
I'll be giving my all
Just for Him
For Him
Friends, don't forget that we are the reason that Jesus came for us. Spell CHRISTMAS out as a whole; don't replace it with an "X" in front. We are the reason.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
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My vision was blured while I tried to read just now. Not because of my tired eyes, but due to the tears rolling up and falling down. How dissapointed can one get when a dream of hers are dashed or maybe smashed just moments ago? The holiday that she has yern to go was told to her that it will be cancelled. Utterly dissapointed. You'll never know how much I had wanted to go on that trip.
Easy enough for grandma to say, " You can follow your school, since they going to Shanghai." Freak off alright, the registration date is over. Making promises but never keeping them, have you ever wonder how hard it would hit? Yeah, you have freaking hell been to a lot of country and it's way too enough. Heck, don't you know that your dear grand daughter hasn't been on a plane ride before? So many chance given to me, but the freaking hell it just blew off one after another!
Don't give me false hope alright, I HATE it. Don't give me hope and in the end you blew it off for me.
"Why not go over to En Hua Lao Shi there." Freak, you don't know that sentence hurt. Yes, I had always wanted to visit her; but it's a different issue here!!
Why?? Why me? WHY!? Other children get to travel as soon as they born, when they are young. Me? Never given the chance. Yeah, to Malaysia and that counts; haha. Don't tell me I still have chance, I had enough of that. Others don't have to work to support themself, but I have to. Other work and still get pocket money from their parents but I don't. People can buy things as they wanted, but I don't. People get to enjoy their evening after school, playing game, going out with friends but I don't. My time-table are times packing than others, I have people giving me empty promises, people not understanding me and thinks that I'm nothing but a freak! Children come up to me and say, "Hey! You're fat!" Where's the so-called respect from the little ones? What did you darling parents taught you? Why did you go to sunday school for?
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Easy enough for grandma to say, " You can follow your school, since they going to Shanghai." Freak off alright, the registration date is over. Making promises but never keeping them, have you ever wonder how hard it would hit? Yeah, you have freaking hell been to a lot of country and it's way too enough. Heck, don't you know that your dear grand daughter hasn't been on a plane ride before? So many chance given to me, but the freaking hell it just blew off one after another!
Don't give me false hope alright, I HATE it. Don't give me hope and in the end you blew it off for me.
"Why not go over to En Hua Lao Shi there." Freak, you don't know that sentence hurt. Yes, I had always wanted to visit her; but it's a different issue here!!
Why?? Why me? WHY!? Other children get to travel as soon as they born, when they are young. Me? Never given the chance. Yeah, to Malaysia and that counts; haha. Don't tell me I still have chance, I had enough of that. Others don't have to work to support themself, but I have to. Other work and still get pocket money from their parents but I don't. People can buy things as they wanted, but I don't. People get to enjoy their evening after school, playing game, going out with friends but I don't. My time-table are times packing than others, I have people giving me empty promises, people not understanding me and thinks that I'm nothing but a freak! Children come up to me and say, "Hey! You're fat!" Where's the so-called respect from the little ones? What did you darling parents taught you? Why did you go to sunday school for?
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Friday, December 02, 2005
JAVA once again
Not that I don't like JAVA, just that I don't understand it; yet. JAVA wasted my time yesterday, sat there for more than 2 hours and the whole damn programme didn't download. Keep getting itself hang at 30+ percent. Wanted to get up at 6a.m in the morning to do some JAVA, but guess what? I woke up at 7.20a.m instead. I even laugh at myself when I saw the time that I woke up. Come on, Grace, you would never; maybe seldom, wake up early to do assginment. Either you finish it off at one go, or you won't bother doing. That's me.
I remember how "hard" I work for O levels. Nights after nights I told myself to get some sleep, wake up like at 3a.m to study again. But heck, I can use my toes to count how many times I did that. I just couldn't wake up; boy, it was a nightmare forcing myself up.
So many assignment coming up and dueing at the same freaking time. Monday have to hand in the 4 webpages and 36 drawings for IDES. Wednesday is the due date for OOPG(JAVA). Following week is the due date for IDES design assignment 2, CMSK poster, Leadership and Character individual assignment. The next is term test week and not to forget the BIG christmas event! I hope there's ain't any papers on friday so I can fully prepare myself on that day.
Oh no, got to go for lecture. Update again..
I remember how "hard" I work for O levels. Nights after nights I told myself to get some sleep, wake up like at 3a.m to study again. But heck, I can use my toes to count how many times I did that. I just couldn't wake up; boy, it was a nightmare forcing myself up.
So many assignment coming up and dueing at the same freaking time. Monday have to hand in the 4 webpages and 36 drawings for IDES. Wednesday is the due date for OOPG(JAVA). Following week is the due date for IDES design assignment 2, CMSK poster, Leadership and Character individual assignment. The next is term test week and not to forget the BIG christmas event! I hope there's ain't any papers on friday so I can fully prepare myself on that day.
Oh no, got to go for lecture. Update again..
