Friday, August 13, 2010
Leave.
After this week, the desire is stronger and the decision is set. Well, more or less.. Let's see if I can get the Youth Executive job with American Club or the Mentor position with some organization. For so many resumes and interviews that I've gone to, if none of them works.. I should jolly well know what's God's plan for me.The thought and talk about shifting overseas was to grow up as an individual and find my own identity, how irony is that now. As much as I would like to stay to help Smelly and Jaymes with their business, the mayhem at the dive center is too chocking. One more year of that, I may just die. But as usual, there's always the what-ifs in me.
"What if things gets better next year?"
"What if the business could need some help from me and I could go into it full time?"
"What if I am missing out an opportunity to learn some business?"
"What if I'm missing out all the FUN?"
Pushing aside all the what-ifs, it's only ideal to go. As much as I would love to stay and crossing my fingers that I might just be part of the team to make the business better... I should... go. I was browsing for tickets just now and the flight on the 2nd November is only $55! So, I was like should I book should I book should I book nownownownow? Coming to think of it.. Nah, I don't wanna leave with a half awake mode and no one can send me off.. Yes, I would love to have people send me off for this trip.
Sandy-boy walked from Rambai all the way to the beach and back with me, good boy and well done! Needs to be train, he can't climb and go near the sea for goodness sake. But I'm proud of him for walking that much :)
Weekends without diving again... let's see what I can do...
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 8/13/2010 12:35:00 AM
