Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Facing the truth
It all seems so real, yet surreal; like waking up from a long dream. Someone's playing a scene from a movie, a plot from a sappy korean drama... It all seemed familiar, if it was on the television or the big movie screen. Until you are slapped with the reality that it's not just fantasy or the usual day dreaming anymore, you hate to wake up to it. As cliche as it seems, yes, it happened.
People that knows about it asked me how I felt. Seriously, I don't know... I really don't. It's a mixed feeling... Confusion, abandonment, anger, sadness, happiness, excitement and a whole load of question marks. How would you expect me to feel if you were in my shoes? Years of growing up and knowing things as it is, changed overnight. It's a weird weird feeling.
Now... I'm not interested in the rest, I just want to locate the other half they seperated. How cool is that when my whole life I thought and knew myself as the only child... only to know, there's another one and it's not just another one... it's the other twin and a whole load of others..
I just want to take a look at her, maybe the others and move on with life.
People that knows about it asked me how I felt. Seriously, I don't know... I really don't. It's a mixed feeling... Confusion, abandonment, anger, sadness, happiness, excitement and a whole load of question marks. How would you expect me to feel if you were in my shoes? Years of growing up and knowing things as it is, changed overnight. It's a weird weird feeling.
Now... I'm not interested in the rest, I just want to locate the other half they seperated. How cool is that when my whole life I thought and knew myself as the only child... only to know, there's another one and it's not just another one... it's the other twin and a whole load of others..
I just want to take a look at her, maybe the others and move on with life.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 8/10/2010 04:31:00 PM
