Sunday, February 14, 2010
It didn't quite feel like chinese new year until recently, until like a few days ago maybe. I didn't see much chinese new year decorations, heard much chinese new year songs or have the urge to shop for new year stuff. Or maybe because I shunned away from all these places. Even the taxi driver was telling me how un-chinese new year this year was, so I wasn't alone. HAH!
Gone are the days that I looked forward to cny. This year, I kind of dreaded it coming. Reunion dinner, visitings... Well, maybe I wouldn't mind if I have a happening and close knitted family. My family is so... dead. What's a reunion dinner when we don't even eat at the same table, at the same time. What's a reunion dinner when we don't even bother with what's happening with each other's life but just came for the sake of coming. Chey... Not to mention visiting those visiting from distant families. Perfect name, cause we really do see each other just once a year and trust me, I don't even know their names and if I ever to run into them on the street, I couldn't recognize them. Maybe one of them could have been my close friend, someone I worked with before... that would be quite the funny. "Oh, soooo you are suppose to be my cousin...."
Maybe next year I wouldn't be around for cny... Hahaha... oh come on, Grace... CNY isn't that bad..
Gone are the days that I looked forward to cny. This year, I kind of dreaded it coming. Reunion dinner, visitings... Well, maybe I wouldn't mind if I have a happening and close knitted family. My family is so... dead. What's a reunion dinner when we don't even eat at the same table, at the same time. What's a reunion dinner when we don't even bother with what's happening with each other's life but just came for the sake of coming. Chey... Not to mention visiting those visiting from distant families. Perfect name, cause we really do see each other just once a year and trust me, I don't even know their names and if I ever to run into them on the street, I couldn't recognize them. Maybe one of them could have been my close friend, someone I worked with before... that would be quite the funny. "Oh, soooo you are suppose to be my cousin...."
Maybe next year I wouldn't be around for cny... Hahaha... oh come on, Grace... CNY isn't that bad..
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 2/14/2010 12:22:00 AM
