The Grace in Grace

Uncle Francis gave me a personality form to fill up this afternoon and said he will help me analyze what kind of job is suitable for me. I don't believe it happened by chance, cause just then I was looking at what course to do for uni. So, I wasn't expecting much but the results came as quite a shock. The last time I took a real personality test was back in poly doing Leadership and Character. My results was dictator or of the same sort. I was a leader back then, with confidence and zeal. But today's result... I'm quite a blind follower, contended with the simplest life and all I wanted to do will be some routine job like administration. I can't believe I used to be so against the idea of routine job, but I'm like slowly falling into it.

He was very right about my human relationship part. Oh man, I wished he was my dad so he could have corrected and help counter my weakness when I was just a teenager Cause according to him that's when the mind starts to settle down or something like that. Now I understand why Gloria has such a strong personality. But I guess it's never too late to start now!

I really should let go and live life as it should. Let go of all the bloody assumptions and expectations I have of people/ from people. Heck it with the fear of making mistakes and caring of what people think and say about me. Just when I say this year will be a year of breakthroughs, it's really beginning.

Did I mention I have plans to go back to school? Kaplan seems nice and finally I can turn the table when people say I would never get a uni degree. Hah, that day I will put on my grad suit and flash the biggest smile ever. I hope Grandma will still be there... she will be so so so proud and then we could all go take family protrait.. yayy! Sounds exciting and something to look forward to.

I'm getting so fat. I can't even remember when was the last time I had proper exercise. The last time I ran, I didn't even finish the round around the neighbourhood. Rugby training started, but I haven been to one of them. It's either we weren't prepared or there's something on. I don't know why I didn't go for training last night when there's nothing on and I just sat the day away. Come on, Grace... you need to shake those fats off! I'm quite looking forward to cycling on Saturday. Though I don't think we are doing the dirt trail, but it will be good exercise..

I hoope I get the diver job in UWS.. though it will be quite weird to see Jane again. Oh well, maybe she don't even remember me..haha..