The Grace in Grace

Feels empty today. Not the negative kind of empty, but just empty. Nothing's on and I'm bored. Not that there's nothing to do, but just didn't want to get them done. LOB this time was not as fun as the previous one. Half the time I was sea-sicked, to the point I vomited out every single thing in my stomach. Can't remember when was the last time I felt sea sicked the moment I woke up. The dives were generally alright, except for the huge ass bumphead parrot fishes we saw, nothing much excites me. Huge as in really huge! Never saw fishes that size before.

I've this strange feeling since I fallen sick. Not a bad feeling I should say, just weird. When I mentioned it to Daniel, he says that because I'm changing. It all happens when one night I dreamed of the ship, the next few morning felt like I was back on the ship, then one night I keep replaying John Waller's "While I am Waiting" and kaapoof! The strange feeling till now. For a moment I thought I was going to die or something :D

Actually, still feel like I'm going to knock out soon. Been feeling sickly since last week and this feverish feeling.. but I'm not running a fever. Man.. I hate this, wanna fall sick then one time come lah!

I'm looking at the chance to go back Cambodia at the end of the year... and waiting, still, to be back on the ship.

While I'm Waiting - John Waller

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

Pre-chorus:
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience

Chorus:
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait

I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord