Tuesday, January 20, 2009
My choice is set. My belief backs me up. My decision is final. Yet, still it lingers in me. It doesn't come from where it should come from. So, Grace, why are you holding on to it? Let it go, it shouldn't exist in the first place. Why do humans complicate things when it's meant to be simple?If keeping a distance will help, then I will try. But if keeping a distance has other strings attached, do I want to try then?
It will be unfair, since I started it. I need to keep myself sane, it's driving me to the wall. Every time it pops up, I wished I could literally run into God's arm and hide from it. Maybe hiding and avoiding isn't the solution, I have to face it. Am I strong enough, did I put on my shield already, am I brave enough?
I know I'm not alone, but I feel so alone facing it.
Tomorrow once again. Avoid?
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 1/20/2009 05:39:00 PM
