Thursday, January 15, 2009
Hug?
I miss Frauke's hugs. I miss those hugging moments back on the ship. I miss being hugged and it tells you that things are gonna be fine. I miss the warm embraces. I miss being loved. I miss.I'm tired of being strong. I'm tired of pretending to be strong. I'm tired of smiling when I don't want to. I'm tired of putting up a strong front when I so much wanted to crumble and fall. I'm tired of holding those tears back when it was exploding inside me. I'm tired of being optimistic. I'm tired of moving forward when I wanted to stop. I'm tired of feeling lonely. I'm tired of searching for someone to talk to. I'm tired of pretending that I'm alright. I'm tired of being tired.
I can so sob like a child now. I can so wet that person's t-shirt with my tears. I guess I wanted to be away, so I can run away.. Any free plane tickets giving away?
I need a hug...
badly.
May need tissues too.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 1/15/2009 12:58:00 PM
