Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Please Pray!
I was flipping through the book I bought for birthday this morning where I chanced upon the chapter of "Invisible Means of Support". I read through it, and somehow I know I have to face what I've been running away and pushing back.
The year is coming to an end, and before I knew it 2009 will begin. I remembered looking forward to 2008, because that was the year I was to start my 2 years of ministry on board OM ship. A lot of things happen, a lot of doors opened and closed, now it seems to be starting all over again. Soon to be 21, the passport and citizenship issues will be resolve, the milestone will be removed and then the decision to make. Do I go or stay?
I worried about my parents, future, career, means of support and whatever that I can worry about. God wants us to be faithful, now the time is drawing near; am I doing so? How do I trust God to provide me? Of course I know He knows my need, if He calls me He knows what I need. I'm just afraid. How do I go about preparing my parents? How do I assure them that God will provide? How do I let them know that God has called me?
So many question marks.
Well, friends, if you're reading this. Please pray together with me. It's a matter of months before I inform Terence of my decision to go onboard this year or wait on.
Prayer points:
- Obey God no matter how hard it is
- Preparing my family for my 2 years or more ministry overseas
- Finiance support, spiritual support, mental and emotional support
- My fears, doubts, faithlessness, indecisive
- Things that are holding me back
