Thursday, November 27, 2008
accquantance
I finally realise.
God is the ultimate person we should look up to. He never changes, He is the perfect motivator, He is everything that deserve us to look up to. God is the only perfect one.
I thought she must be the next person I look up to after EC, but somehow the image change. She was talented in many areas; but why that? Over at the corner, the group of them.. I can feel the perfect picture ripping apart. I should have guess it, but yet didn't expect it.
It's nothing quite serious, but to me it just riped. Oh well, the image change but the friendship can still remain.. Accquantance for now; will we be friends?
Sometimes I find it hard to make new friends, sometimes it's just that easy. What's that inside me that's blocking? What's that feeling I feel that doesn't even exist? What thoughts am I planting that doesn't do good? I know I've always wanted acceptance, attention, love and whatever. All the wants, do I ever give? Maybe I should give more before I could get them.
Pardon me for being speachless; most of the time. It's just part of me lah~
God is the ultimate person we should look up to. He never changes, He is the perfect motivator, He is everything that deserve us to look up to. God is the only perfect one.
I thought she must be the next person I look up to after EC, but somehow the image change. She was talented in many areas; but why that? Over at the corner, the group of them.. I can feel the perfect picture ripping apart. I should have guess it, but yet didn't expect it.
It's nothing quite serious, but to me it just riped. Oh well, the image change but the friendship can still remain.. Accquantance for now; will we be friends?
Sometimes I find it hard to make new friends, sometimes it's just that easy. What's that inside me that's blocking? What's that feeling I feel that doesn't even exist? What thoughts am I planting that doesn't do good? I know I've always wanted acceptance, attention, love and whatever. All the wants, do I ever give? Maybe I should give more before I could get them.
Pardon me for being speachless; most of the time. It's just part of me lah~
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 11/27/2008 01:39:00 PM
