The Grace in Grace

I had a great time playing with Shann on Sunday! He was very grumpy at first, he slept pretty late the previous night. His dad gave me a candy and I manage to bribe him over...so evil of me! So, I fed him porridge and didn't have any for myself. Had to carried him all the way, such a baby that day! Shann isn't as light as before, his weight was breaking my arms. Thank goodness Dr Angelita carried him while we were in the lift.

Shann didn't go for his Sunday school and stayed with the youth service. I carried him and sat behind. Soon, he began his little fun of knocking his head against my face and chest. Bear in mind his head is as hard as a rock; and he actually enjoy knocking his head against my head! Weird child. Then suddenly while I wasn't paying attention, he banged his head against my face! Please imagine how painful I must have felt. He felt nothing at all! Later Steff say that was his hobby.

Then Shann began making so much noise I had to bring him out. So, while outside I tried teaching him to say "playground", "jie jie" and "grace". He managed "jie jie" and "grace" but went "huh? huh? huh?" for "playground". Very cute, his "huh?" sounded so soft and innocent.

Shann is a cheeky boy; he pretends to sleep! I was trying to make him sleep, after a long time he's still not sleepy. So, to entertain me or make me feel better, he pretend to close his eyes and sleep. But it was so obvious lah! Half-close eyes, jerking eye lids and his cheeky smile.

Brought him into the room again. Very soon, he began making his noise. So, I went "shhh..". This time, Shann mimicked my "shhh..." It wasn't long before Steff brought him back to his parents.

Playing with children can be fun, but taking care of them 24/7... I think it's a total different thing. With other people's kid, once you had your fun.. you return the kid back and that's all. But if it's your kid, he/she is always there no matter how tired you are.

Well, I would want my own children in future too. I wonder how they will look.

Of course, it's gonna take a lot of courage to want them. But I trust God that my children will be alright with His protection. He is the one making them :)
First I need a husband :) HAHA.