Sunday, April 20, 2008
Where I want to be...
Sometimes it feels like I can wait.Sometimes it feels like I can't wait.
Sometimes I want to remain where I am.
Sometimes I can hardly wait to get out of Singapore.
Sometimes I would be held back.
Sometimes I just want to leave every part of me behind and start over again.
I want to be back on the ship. I miss ship's life. I miss ship's people. I miss ship's cabin. I miss ship's curfew. I miss ship's ministry. I miss ship's bookfair. I miss ship's accomodation angels.
I miss being on the ship.
I'm held back by my passport issues. I'm held back by thoughts. I'm held back by my worries. I'm held back by my fears. I'm held back by my lack of faith. I'm held back by myself.
Will I miss home when I'm away? Will I miss people when I'm away. Will I miss my old life?
Am I ready for all this?
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 4/20/2008 12:04:00 AM
