Monday, April 14, 2008
Anyway
Well, someting random.
I went to the supermarket wanting to get those powder that turns into jelly. But the queue was so long, it make no sense to just buy ONE thing. So I went and get 2 more. I think it's funny. All I wanted was ONE item, but because of the queue, I got 3 items. Heh! Talk about supermarket sales.
I've been lazing around ever since I graduated, except for the ocassional teaching job with GNS. I seriously need a job to entertain myself. As the days drag on, I feel myself wasting away. Wasting away as in... I somehow lost motivation in my dreams and yes, becoming lazy.
I need to get out from that! The trip back home make my motivation level drop lower. But thank goodness, it's not going to fall any lower!
That's the kick of having dreams.. It's like a roller coaster. You go up, you go down. Up and down and up and down..
最美的愿望一定最疯狂! 我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放. 下一站是不是天堂,就算失望不能绝望. 我和我骄傲的倔强,我在风中大声的唱. 这一次为自己疯狂, 就这一次我和我的倔强.
For awhile I wanted to give up going to UK or even to the ship anymore. I thought why not just settle down and earn money. Wheeew, it didn't happen! The realistic world is out there mocking at me for chasing after my passion. One day I will laugh at those who chose to gave up their passion for the realistic world. You may have the money and fame you exchanged for; I have no regrets for doing what I want to do :) I may not be as rich as you, as famous as you; but I'm happier! BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
But sometimes there are still things holding me back. Like my parents.. Being asian, what's their take on my dreams? Not very well I can say.. But God will open the door.
You can spend your whole life building
Something from nothin'
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream
That seems so out of reach
And you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway
God is great
But sometimes life ain't good
And when I pray
It doesn't always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway
I do it anyway
This world's gone crazy
It's hard to believe
That tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart
For all the right reasons
In a moment they can choose to walk away
Love 'em anyway
You can pour your soul out singing
A song you believe in
That tomorrow they'll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway
Yea, sing it anyway
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 4/14/2008 12:43:00 PM
