Sunday, April 29, 2007
Get Well Soon
Grandma has not been feeling well for quite some time. She recently got well, but fallen ill again a few days ago. Seeing her suffer like these made my heart turn sour. She's tired, she sleeps alot and she ate very little.I admit that losing her will be the greatest lost in my life. I have no idea how I will get along without her to push me through. Though we live in an asian country, but she never failed to show me that she loves me. She was the only one that encouraged me to do better each time, she was the only one that know me inside out. Without opening my mouth, she knew what I wanted for meals. In the past all she got from me was sulky face, hot tempers and bad manners. She is the first one that made me feel tresured and the only one that I hugged without feeling weird.
Well, I clearly know that her home is not here; but in Heaven. But without her would be so different. I can only pray for strength when the time come. I cannot be selfish to keep her by myside..
God, if You are taking her home.. Could You at least let me prepare ahead?
Get well soon :)
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 4/29/2007 08:54:00 PM
