Sunday, February 25, 2007
Is it me or just the sensative side again? Actually, what's the driving point, what's causing it? I thought I could treat you like a friend I can confide with but over the years it just proved me wrong. Tests shows that we actually can't get along but I felt we could. Maybe I was wrong. Were you simply just entertaining me when you said that you care? I'm just so confused over our friendship. Someone told me you weren't really sincere; it struck me. I was so afraid that it will be true.
Oh come on.
It's time I really need a get away. I hope I can make it for the UK attachment then I will be away and away from the usuals for 16 weeks, 16 times.
Once I hope you were the one that I can share my dream and talk to. Someone that's my senior and someone I looked up to since young; and I didn't even know why I looked up to you. I do admire you for the patient and the leadership style. Always so good nature and temper to all the people. But than the question arised, was it real or out of routine?
I would prefer a REAL person, a REAL friend, a REAL person that I can looked up to. Everytime I'm with you I feel intimitated and that leads to me always depending on you for final decisions. Now there's changes going around; time I learn and open my eyes.
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I know some in there are real people. Though we seldom talk but I can tell when you ask; it's from your heart. Appreciate that, really. Not close friends, but will be long time friends.
Haha! Smile and the world will smile with you lah!
:)
Kevin once said before, "Jesus is the true friend, and that's all it matters!"
Walk away... walk away.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 2/25/2007 07:21:00 PM
