The Grace in Grace

Chinese New Year Eve and I'm feeling like this. Did I ever mention before that I dislike my own family gathering? I think I did and till now I still do. I just feel that everyone is so fake, maybe it's just me. Maybe because I'm not one of them that's why I feel this way.

How I envy those who can enjoy the companion of their huge family, but not me. Uncle David has just arrived from Canada and people are treating him like KING; even Grandma. Can't stand it. Because of his snores, I have no choice but to move out of my room to Grandma's. Uncle David's snores can wake a dead person up. Then Grandma said that Uncle David couldn't have snored the whole night; which he did. Damn it.

It was pouring just now, I walked home in the rain and soaking wet. To get change, I want to take a bath to waste all the dirty water off me. Then Grandma without asking scolded me for bathing so early. What the heck, do I even need your permission to bath? Can't I get off my soaking wet cloths and change into something dry first!

All they care is about their "face". "You better don't throw my face", I've been hearing Grandma say that since young. "You better don't do this", "Don't think about it." Enough!
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The UK attachment is more or less about 50% confirmed. The company is willing to sponsor my living expenses and all I need is airticket and some money to use over there. And even these.. Grandma want to comment! When I talked about UK and stuff, she'll go.. "You haven go, don't talk and think too much!"

Typical Singaporeans. Did I also forget to mention that I have a typical Singaporean family? In this family, you're not allow to dream big. After graduation, you are expected to find an office job that can earn you a few thousand dollars and that's enough. Travel once a year is enough, mind your own business and stay on the ground; FOREVER.
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I don't like to use such words, but I HATE it. HATE it when people have such mindsets and worse of all, trying to pass it on to the next generation. Come on, if you're a failure yourself don't drag others down. You know that you work hard as a constructor then don't expect your generation to follow you.

PLEASE...PLUUUUEEAASSEEE!!!
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Guess tonight I will just drink my soup, watch my television and watch the rest of the family entertain the KING.

Happy Lunar New Year's Eve.

* Just before I end off this post.. Grandma asked that KING why didn't he go eat his lunch. What about me? Damn it.