Sunday, June 18, 2006
Certain things can be put across nicely if you try hard enough and take a minute or two to think about how to put it across. Profound words takes only a few seconds to come out of a person's mouth but it may take years for the wound that it has caused to heal. How many times have we opened our mouth and only to realise how wrong we had been? We tried to apologise, but the pain and scar is already there? I've been through and done that. It truely hurts.
We all agree that we have weakness and will sin. It takes courage to admit one's wrong, a lot of courage; how many of have them? We apologise, but in our heart are we really sorry? Often we say we shouldn't compare; but many time we did. Often we say to forgive and forget, but many times we forgave but not forget. Jesus said love everyone around you, we do; but we choose who we want to love. O Lord, there's so many weakness in us.
When everything came crashing down, you just feel like giving it all up. What's the point of trying again or holding on to hope; you may ask. I did just that moments ago. A text message and it send me to tears. The words hurts; but truths always hurts don't they? Maybe I just wished that the text was put across in a nicer manner. Just when I was all dwelled up in tears and anger; a voice inside was promting me to give up and leave. I had so much wanted to; it was like my final decision. But I knew that wouldn't be it. I waited, and waited. Looking for someone to talk to; and God really did send someone. Though we didn't talk much, but he directed me to a web link; that was the answer and advice I was looking for. Now I know where did the voice came from; it's not from God but the evil one.
As Christians we go through many ups and downs with fellow church mates and even church leaders. Do you remember then when we are all bottled up with anger and misunderstanding with the rest; satan is smiling all the way? Don't ever let him win.
We put up with people, with things, with situation and sometimes even ourselves. Don't bear them all in your heart; give it all up to God. This is a message to myself too. God allows breakthroughs one at a time in His time.
Thank you Jesus. Thank you Z for the unintented advice you offered.
We all agree that we have weakness and will sin. It takes courage to admit one's wrong, a lot of courage; how many of have them? We apologise, but in our heart are we really sorry? Often we say we shouldn't compare; but many time we did. Often we say to forgive and forget, but many times we forgave but not forget. Jesus said love everyone around you, we do; but we choose who we want to love. O Lord, there's so many weakness in us.
When everything came crashing down, you just feel like giving it all up. What's the point of trying again or holding on to hope; you may ask. I did just that moments ago. A text message and it send me to tears. The words hurts; but truths always hurts don't they? Maybe I just wished that the text was put across in a nicer manner. Just when I was all dwelled up in tears and anger; a voice inside was promting me to give up and leave. I had so much wanted to; it was like my final decision. But I knew that wouldn't be it. I waited, and waited. Looking for someone to talk to; and God really did send someone. Though we didn't talk much, but he directed me to a web link; that was the answer and advice I was looking for. Now I know where did the voice came from; it's not from God but the evil one.
As Christians we go through many ups and downs with fellow church mates and even church leaders. Do you remember then when we are all bottled up with anger and misunderstanding with the rest; satan is smiling all the way? Don't ever let him win.
We put up with people, with things, with situation and sometimes even ourselves. Don't bear them all in your heart; give it all up to God. This is a message to myself too. God allows breakthroughs one at a time in His time.
Thank you Jesus. Thank you Z for the unintented advice you offered.