Thursday, April 20, 2006
Time-Table
So many things I wanna say, but simply don't know how to put them in words. So many feelings, so many thoughts hidden inside me. In times I just looked on and hope that my mouth would just open and flow of words would come out of me. Seldom do I talk, seldom will I comment unless I'm really needed. Is that a good point or a bad point? Some people thinks that I'm aloof and didn't care; am I? A handfull of people understood this and I know sometimes they don't also. Thanks to those who stood by.
Holiday is ending soon; what have I done for the past few months? Thailand trip, Church's youth camp, Easter Day service and working? My memory is failing me :P April's time-table was released today and the sight of my time-table freaked me out. Lesser breaks in between, lesson starts earlier and ends later. Looked through my friends' time-table and realised I was not given my CDS; because I had to re-take a subject from last semester. So, is that a good news or bad? If I don't take my CDS this term, I may have to take it next semester or have it push back to my final year. *Sheesh* Emailed Ms Nah about it and she said as long as I didn't cross over the limit of 28 credit unit, I can take up my CDS. So, should I?
A brand new start for a brand new term, is it? I'm like.. so lost now. Broke my promise again.. God must be so disappointed with me.
I wish someone was there to mentor me and guide me.. I know God is there; I need a human. Someone I'm comfortable with. EC is way too busy and famous.
Pslam 51
1 Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassionblot out my transgressions.
2 Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.
3 For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me.
4 Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.
5 Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
6 Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place.
7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean;wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
8 Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
9 Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.
10 Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11 Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.
14 Save me from bloodguilt, O God, the God who saves me, and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.
15 O Lord, open my lips,and my mouth will declare your praise.
16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.
17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.
18 In your good pleasure make Zion prosper; build up the walls of Jerusalem.
19 Then there will be righteous sacrifices, whole burnt offerings to delight you;then bulls will be offered on your altar.
Holiday is ending soon; what have I done for the past few months? Thailand trip, Church's youth camp, Easter Day service and working? My memory is failing me :P April's time-table was released today and the sight of my time-table freaked me out. Lesser breaks in between, lesson starts earlier and ends later. Looked through my friends' time-table and realised I was not given my CDS; because I had to re-take a subject from last semester. So, is that a good news or bad? If I don't take my CDS this term, I may have to take it next semester or have it push back to my final year. *Sheesh* Emailed Ms Nah about it and she said as long as I didn't cross over the limit of 28 credit unit, I can take up my CDS. So, should I?
A brand new start for a brand new term, is it? I'm like.. so lost now. Broke my promise again.. God must be so disappointed with me.
I wish someone was there to mentor me and guide me.. I know God is there; I need a human. Someone I'm comfortable with. EC is way too busy and famous.
Pslam 51
1 Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassionblot out my transgressions.
2 Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.
3 For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me.
4 Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.
5 Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
6 Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place.
7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean;wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
8 Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
9 Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.
10 Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11 Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.
14 Save me from bloodguilt, O God, the God who saves me, and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.
15 O Lord, open my lips,and my mouth will declare your praise.
16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it;you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.
17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.
18 In your good pleasure make Zion prosper; build up the walls of Jerusalem.
19 Then there will be righteous sacrifices, whole burnt offerings to delight you;then bulls will be offered on your altar.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 4/20/2006 04:55:00 PM
