Thursday, April 06, 2006
Easter day's preparation is almost done. Had a check on the powerpoint slides, the video and run through the arrangement just now. All that is needed is the timing, apporval and making sure that things runs. A week more before Easter not very much time left!
A moment ago, I was looking through some blogs; some of which I can't even understand. Then I wonder, why do people blog? To tell others of their life or simply to record what had happened? For me, I just want to share my point of view and of course record what happen; so that I may remember them if my memory fails me.
Looking at my parents, again, because of that telephone call Mom made.. I really don't know what to do with them. To be mean, they are destroying my life. After my O levels, Mom actally don't want me to continue studying. Where can I go with an O level cert? Now that I wanted to go University, how much more "impact" can I bring to her? If she's gonna go against it, then may I ask, "Am I using your money?" It's like when I'm old enough, had the money.. I can just move to other country leaving them here; but no.. that's not the way. But if they want to stay here in Singapore, it's up to them. I would still send them money.
Seem rather impossible for me to go University, but it's a new goal now. Never wanted to go University, cause I never liked studying. But, I had to look ahead. I wanna move far for God, in terms of ranks, positions and spiritual growth. Of coursem shouldn't let that get over my head. The prayer meeting talked a little about overseas education. A university in Scotland cost about S$180 000, plus staying over and covers all four years of education. By figues, S$180 000 looked not that much, but I know in reality it's a lot; at lease to me who earns like only S$ 200 a month. God, I would really like to experience University and overseas' life.
haa, some kids are just fo fortunate..
A moment ago, I was looking through some blogs; some of which I can't even understand. Then I wonder, why do people blog? To tell others of their life or simply to record what had happened? For me, I just want to share my point of view and of course record what happen; so that I may remember them if my memory fails me.
Looking at my parents, again, because of that telephone call Mom made.. I really don't know what to do with them. To be mean, they are destroying my life. After my O levels, Mom actally don't want me to continue studying. Where can I go with an O level cert? Now that I wanted to go University, how much more "impact" can I bring to her? If she's gonna go against it, then may I ask, "Am I using your money?" It's like when I'm old enough, had the money.. I can just move to other country leaving them here; but no.. that's not the way. But if they want to stay here in Singapore, it's up to them. I would still send them money.
Seem rather impossible for me to go University, but it's a new goal now. Never wanted to go University, cause I never liked studying. But, I had to look ahead. I wanna move far for God, in terms of ranks, positions and spiritual growth. Of coursem shouldn't let that get over my head. The prayer meeting talked a little about overseas education. A university in Scotland cost about S$180 000, plus staying over and covers all four years of education. By figues, S$180 000 looked not that much, but I know in reality it's a lot; at lease to me who earns like only S$ 200 a month. God, I would really like to experience University and overseas' life.
haa, some kids are just fo fortunate..
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 4/06/2006 09:56:00 PM
