Friday, February 24, 2006
Looking at Si Yun; found her passion, although jobless but happy. I'm really wondering, where have Grace been. I'm like so lost now.
Feels like crying inside, but there's no tears to shed. I look at my friends around me, all so carefree and focused; me? Maybe I'm left alone on some island.
Behind all those smile-ly faces of mine, am I hiding? Scary, whether I'm hiding or not I don't even know. I'm numb. Really, throw me on to some island and leave me there.
Grace ah Grace, what's going on with you?
Lord, I'm lost. I can't find my way out. I'm tired of telling myself I can do it. Is all these just "empty" motivation I'm giving myself? I don't even feel like going out on Monday already. I'm like so in the way in all the things I do..
Everytime I pass by the same old places I used to go; I could only think and look back. Things can never be the same again. Friends I known who loved God so much has down turn to smoking or simply fade away. One thing I notice, they like the damn band EMO. Evil.
Lord, Grace is floating somewhere out there; bring it back.
Maybe the thailand trip can help me get back to normal? People say dragon babies are not gonna have a good year ahead; I refused to believe in that, cause I believe in God.. God, hold on to me.
Exam wasn't easy, I screwed it up.
Looks like I should be the one feeling what Azri is feeling; not him.
Feels like crying inside, but there's no tears to shed. I look at my friends around me, all so carefree and focused; me? Maybe I'm left alone on some island.
Behind all those smile-ly faces of mine, am I hiding? Scary, whether I'm hiding or not I don't even know. I'm numb. Really, throw me on to some island and leave me there.
Grace ah Grace, what's going on with you?
Lord, I'm lost. I can't find my way out. I'm tired of telling myself I can do it. Is all these just "empty" motivation I'm giving myself? I don't even feel like going out on Monday already. I'm like so in the way in all the things I do..
Everytime I pass by the same old places I used to go; I could only think and look back. Things can never be the same again. Friends I known who loved God so much has down turn to smoking or simply fade away. One thing I notice, they like the damn band EMO. Evil.
Lord, Grace is floating somewhere out there; bring it back.
Maybe the thailand trip can help me get back to normal? People say dragon babies are not gonna have a good year ahead; I refused to believe in that, cause I believe in God.. God, hold on to me.
Exam wasn't easy, I screwed it up.
Looks like I should be the one feeling what Azri is feeling; not him.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 2/24/2006 12:20:00 AM
