Monday, February 20, 2006
For the first time I felt at ease during OOPG examination. Although I know I wrote some rubbish and simply don't know the answer; but I'm glad I can do the paper! One paper down, and three more to go. Thank you Jesus!
Jia Ying, I'm glad that you are willing to step out to be a Worship Leader; you can lead. Sometimes as I look at my own Worship Leaders; I can't help but wonder if I should take some of them out and work a little harder myself. Say that I have high expectation on the people around me and on myself; but they just aren't meeting their potential. Coming late, very low seriousness level, dumping scores and transparencies after use and singing songs that don't link. God, what's inside them?
Even with the worshippers; looking at them discourages you; some. When the teachers are suppose to lead with example, they yawn, talk and look else where during Worship. I don't know about you, but to me.. it's like; what kind of example are you setting? Call yourself spiritual person and yet you display such behaviours. Yes, you are sitting at the back the youths can't see what you are doing; but someone does.
Purpose. Focus. Seriousness. Sometimes I find myself losing that when preparing for Praise and Worhship; Lord, help me be focus and know the purpose. Let me set a good example myself and humble myself in serving You.
De Zhen Lao Shi gave me a copy of my testimony for reading and editing. While reading through it with "Still" playing in the background; I was somehow reminded of how God has brough me through. Lydia wrote me a note and it encourages me. Might have been a really tough year, experienced much more than others; but I'm still learning and growing. I need God, I hungry for You. Lord, discipline me!
I'm difting away this few days. Reading old testiment is such a torture; I need to know what I'm reading and the purpose of all those things mention in the Bible.
God, help me.
Jia Ying, I'm glad that you are willing to step out to be a Worship Leader; you can lead. Sometimes as I look at my own Worship Leaders; I can't help but wonder if I should take some of them out and work a little harder myself. Say that I have high expectation on the people around me and on myself; but they just aren't meeting their potential. Coming late, very low seriousness level, dumping scores and transparencies after use and singing songs that don't link. God, what's inside them?
Even with the worshippers; looking at them discourages you; some. When the teachers are suppose to lead with example, they yawn, talk and look else where during Worship. I don't know about you, but to me.. it's like; what kind of example are you setting? Call yourself spiritual person and yet you display such behaviours. Yes, you are sitting at the back the youths can't see what you are doing; but someone does.
Purpose. Focus. Seriousness. Sometimes I find myself losing that when preparing for Praise and Worhship; Lord, help me be focus and know the purpose. Let me set a good example myself and humble myself in serving You.
De Zhen Lao Shi gave me a copy of my testimony for reading and editing. While reading through it with "Still" playing in the background; I was somehow reminded of how God has brough me through. Lydia wrote me a note and it encourages me. Might have been a really tough year, experienced much more than others; but I'm still learning and growing. I need God, I hungry for You. Lord, discipline me!
I'm difting away this few days. Reading old testiment is such a torture; I need to know what I'm reading and the purpose of all those things mention in the Bible.
God, help me.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 2/20/2006 08:21:00 PM
