Monday, January 16, 2006
Shoo Singapore~
Once again, the prayer meeting started. Third time that a youth prayer meeting start, and I sure do hope this one will last. 8 were suppose to turn up, but only 4 bothered to come. Must salute Sam, after a long tiring day; still hold the prayer meeting. Some didn't come, and I wonder why. Remember the last time I mention about prayer meeting? Just as what I have expected; and the best thing it lasted only one session. Worse than the first prayer meeting held two years ago. What's wrong? Even for this Saturday's prayer meet, people can't make it! Understood that some will be flying to aboard, have a promised gathering in the evening; but the rest? 1p.m; too much to ask for from a saturday? I don't know, some will think they have better things to do; or coudn't be bothered. Spiritual growth as a whole, seems hard to achieve if this kind of behaviour carried on.
Sometimes it's hard to choose, between the world and God. When we so much wanted to go out and shop for New Year, we have a fellowship togo to. Which place would you choose to go? When you have a gathering with your friends, and a church service togo to, which will you attend? Depends, I know; but weight the importance. Talk about bringing people to church, so what if people come? Will things change? Will our attitude change? Who actually bothers talking to the new friends; can count with toes! Why, in front of that person one can treat him/her like the best buddy; but on the other hand had so much negative comments on him/her? So, this is what God taught us, to love one another; in this manner? I'm not cut for arguing, there's always excues to back those questions ask; tired of hearing useless explanation and promises that was broken time and again. Lord, I'll do and give my best to you.
Seriously, if I am able to leave this country now; I would pack my bag and fly right away. Good country, good security, everyone is well taken care of; that's just the good piece of cake you see. Talk about the stress involve, the judging, the comparing; it just puts one off and makes me feels disgusted about the good image one nation holds. Today, I understand why some student(s) chose to end their short-lived life. 4 project, 1 lab test and 5 examination coming my way. Not to much actually; I know some has more. Yeah yeah yeah, all this is to train us to be the best in the world, and won't get looked down. But in the end, we are lifeless zombies listening to big shots instructions! If you were not told what to do next, will you know what to do? I wonder, if this country really got bombed, can we react to what was expected? I hear songs singing of wonderfull morning, with the sun shinning and the birds chipping. But heck, when I step out of the house, the noisy roads greeted me, air filled with don't know what gas was the present I got, crows flying in the sky! And those advertisement that made this country look so nice, haa.. tell me where you got the shots from; I wanna see.
Didn't want to skip lecture today, but still did so :P During C Maths, some morons just couldn't stop talking. If you are not interested, kindly make your way out of the lecture hall and make space for others. If not, don't stay in the room, and waste oxygen! Don't deprive others who are trying to learn. Talk, you can; but keep your volumn down and please, don't talk like you have never talk in your whole life. Sorry to use the word "morons", but it's the best that I could think off.
Gotta start on my website, lots of studying to do and yes, plan my day well. Off for the next two days, better make full use. If this post offended anyone reading, go get a class of ice water to cool down, grap a tissue to wipe away your tears, or simply you need to think harder. But once again, I DIDN'T mention names, don't asumme that it's YOU I'm talking about, if you think so; ask yourself, am I the one that fixed in to what she say?
Sometimes it's hard to choose, between the world and God. When we so much wanted to go out and shop for New Year, we have a fellowship togo to. Which place would you choose to go? When you have a gathering with your friends, and a church service togo to, which will you attend? Depends, I know; but weight the importance. Talk about bringing people to church, so what if people come? Will things change? Will our attitude change? Who actually bothers talking to the new friends; can count with toes! Why, in front of that person one can treat him/her like the best buddy; but on the other hand had so much negative comments on him/her? So, this is what God taught us, to love one another; in this manner? I'm not cut for arguing, there's always excues to back those questions ask; tired of hearing useless explanation and promises that was broken time and again. Lord, I'll do and give my best to you.
Seriously, if I am able to leave this country now; I would pack my bag and fly right away. Good country, good security, everyone is well taken care of; that's just the good piece of cake you see. Talk about the stress involve, the judging, the comparing; it just puts one off and makes me feels disgusted about the good image one nation holds. Today, I understand why some student(s) chose to end their short-lived life. 4 project, 1 lab test and 5 examination coming my way. Not to much actually; I know some has more. Yeah yeah yeah, all this is to train us to be the best in the world, and won't get looked down. But in the end, we are lifeless zombies listening to big shots instructions! If you were not told what to do next, will you know what to do? I wonder, if this country really got bombed, can we react to what was expected? I hear songs singing of wonderfull morning, with the sun shinning and the birds chipping. But heck, when I step out of the house, the noisy roads greeted me, air filled with don't know what gas was the present I got, crows flying in the sky! And those advertisement that made this country look so nice, haa.. tell me where you got the shots from; I wanna see.
Didn't want to skip lecture today, but still did so :P During C Maths, some morons just couldn't stop talking. If you are not interested, kindly make your way out of the lecture hall and make space for others. If not, don't stay in the room, and waste oxygen! Don't deprive others who are trying to learn. Talk, you can; but keep your volumn down and please, don't talk like you have never talk in your whole life. Sorry to use the word "morons", but it's the best that I could think off.
Gotta start on my website, lots of studying to do and yes, plan my day well. Off for the next two days, better make full use. If this post offended anyone reading, go get a class of ice water to cool down, grap a tissue to wipe away your tears, or simply you need to think harder. But once again, I DIDN'T mention names, don't asumme that it's YOU I'm talking about, if you think so; ask yourself, am I the one that fixed in to what she say?
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 1/16/2006 11:58:00 PM
