Wednesday, January 11, 2006
I repeat...
Some people can just simply walk away in the middle of a gathering; for the sake of sending someone home. For all I know, Singapore is safe enough for one to go home by his/her own. If that person can make his/her way here; I'm sure going back to where you came from isn't that tough.
Church BBQ yesterday; fun in the end. Was so pissed off in the start! I was reaching Parkway at 11.30a.m when Sam called and say that there's a change of plans; BBQ will be in Church instead of East Coast! Wasted trip to Parkway and have to go all the way back to Hougang Mall. I'm guilty of blaming God for that kind of weather, but in the end everything turn out fine. Few unhappy moments, but that's part of it. Had a talk with Sam after the whole thing end; after that talk I sort of have finalise my decision to wanna join the discipleship course. Tough, but like what Shirly said; it's a chance not to be missed! Furthermore, it will help me in my spiritual growth and may be help others in the end! Remember my dream of all time? To become a missionary; that will come in handy. Glad that Chi Lian Lao Shi have high hopes on me :)
May be part of the human thinking; I'm still growing yeah. But I think that some people just aren't suppose to be in some committee; and I have no idea why they are in it. Yes, they do have potential; but potential is one thing.. What about the ability to influence or maybe make a difference? With with those kiddy behaviours and comments when they are suppose to show others that they are the leaders, leading them? So, the counter effect; the kids learn from the kids? The blind leading the blind? It always happens. Not to pin point at anyone, but some people got into "ranks" because of personal relationships; in my opinion. For example, if you're some company's director's son's best friend, getting a job in the company MIGHT not be a problem. That person might not even have to go through those interviews! A little bit unfair to those outside the circle? I don't know what about you; but sometimes I think it is. Well, just a thought here; so don't think too much, don't come asking me if I'm talking about you or whoever. Just a thought, I repeat.
And the week goes by, it's coming to an end again..
Church BBQ yesterday; fun in the end. Was so pissed off in the start! I was reaching Parkway at 11.30a.m when Sam called and say that there's a change of plans; BBQ will be in Church instead of East Coast! Wasted trip to Parkway and have to go all the way back to Hougang Mall. I'm guilty of blaming God for that kind of weather, but in the end everything turn out fine. Few unhappy moments, but that's part of it. Had a talk with Sam after the whole thing end; after that talk I sort of have finalise my decision to wanna join the discipleship course. Tough, but like what Shirly said; it's a chance not to be missed! Furthermore, it will help me in my spiritual growth and may be help others in the end! Remember my dream of all time? To become a missionary; that will come in handy. Glad that Chi Lian Lao Shi have high hopes on me :)
May be part of the human thinking; I'm still growing yeah. But I think that some people just aren't suppose to be in some committee; and I have no idea why they are in it. Yes, they do have potential; but potential is one thing.. What about the ability to influence or maybe make a difference? With with those kiddy behaviours and comments when they are suppose to show others that they are the leaders, leading them? So, the counter effect; the kids learn from the kids? The blind leading the blind? It always happens. Not to pin point at anyone, but some people got into "ranks" because of personal relationships; in my opinion. For example, if you're some company's director's son's best friend, getting a job in the company MIGHT not be a problem. That person might not even have to go through those interviews! A little bit unfair to those outside the circle? I don't know what about you; but sometimes I think it is. Well, just a thought here; so don't think too much, don't come asking me if I'm talking about you or whoever. Just a thought, I repeat.
And the week goes by, it's coming to an end again..
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 1/11/2006 10:04:00 PM
