The Grace in Grace

I believe there's some untold stories behind each of us, some feelings not shared and certain things that others cannot understand. Behind each smiling faces, there's the tears that we can't see. Most of the time we can and would only see the successfull and happy side; the stuggles and tears are all back stage.

I didn't come a good way in my life; but I believe that I'm not alone. Well, JY; at least you can be sure that your parents are your parents. I'm not really sure of who I am; but one thing I know, I'm God's child. That's more than enough. I won't be too shock if what I guess came through :) I think if it happen, it's part of God's plan.

"Who is more important, the one who raise you up or the one who gave birth to you?"--- My respond was, the one who raise me up. I don't know why you asked me this; but I can see the worry in you. Once I told myself and I told God; I will not dump you guys. Even if I have to somewhere else, not living with you; I will still do my best to care for you. What you did to me in the past have left scars, it won't go away; but it trained me up. I would like to hear the truth from you some day; or maybe it's better that I don't know anything :)

JY: I believe every parent have feelings and love for their child. Maybe they didn't know how to express themselves; or expressed it wrongly. There's an age gap between our parents and us; it's already hard on them to accept who we are. Not saying that all parents are good; I know there's some that isn't fit to be parents; but everything is in God's plan. Doesn't matter if others don't understand you; what matters most is God's love endures forever. Your parents will leave, your loved one, your favorite band will fade; but God will always be there. To be anoited by God, you have to release the anger in you. Like me, I used to dislike my parents for what they have done to me, for leaving behind scars and not being able to provide me with what others can. But then, I look back and am glad that I went through that path. God's path for each of us may be hard to walk, but the end result is always sweet victory. Release yourself from those chains bonded to you; then you will experience breakthroughs and God in a whole new way. I thought I couldn't do anything when I was younger; but as I grow, God showed me what I can do and will do for Him bit by bit. Pray for your parents, pray for yourself. Clense yourself, make yourself pure when you come to God.