Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Who me?
Jogging can be refreshing, although tiring. Went for my 2.4k jog yesterday and it was great running in the rain. Was in my last 2 round, when the rain came. Deciding if I wanted to call it quit since it's raining or carry on; well I carried on. Stop after the run, walked around and did some cooling down exercise. After the rain stop, I walked a round on the track and headed home.
Upper tights are a little soar today, but heck about it; I know I have burned some fats away. Woke up around 9 plus in the morning, wanted to cycle to East Coast, but the sun just put me off. Arg... Was at the super market just now and so happen to saw frozen food was stored in -18C. How I wish I could be in that kind of weather now. Singapore coolest temperature; let's say 22C. I have never experience winter before, boy when will this day come?
Leading Praise and Worship this Sunday again. Will history repeat itself? Seriously, I'm not sure and I'm a little scare when JY told me that I will be leading. I had a choice to not lead or lead; I chose to lead and not run away. People are getting lesser and lesser, a big discouragement. But what matters most is God. No matter how little people there are, my purpose is to lead them to God. *Be with me O Lord*
Was thinking in bed just last night, what difference do I have compared to others, maybe like EC, SY or MCL? Was thinking for quite a long time because I don't know why, but there are a lot of thoughts going on in my mind. Finally I came to a conclusion, not much difference at all. Well maybe in terms of looks, size, character and etc. But in God's eyes, we're all His children. Each of us "set off" at different time and has different task to do; but all that we do, we do it for God. Like EC, passion for youths and all the talks she gave; all for the glory and honor of God. When being interviewed, she never fails to mention God. SY, a talented musician and composer. The songs she wrote, the example she set touches the people around her. Be it you know her as friend or not. MCL, a talented musician and composer as well. Serving God together with SY. Each and every one of us has his or her own task to fulfill. Enough of talking about them, let's talk about people that I'm close to or of my own age I should say.
Wan Yi, a good musician to me. Didn't know she picked up her piano skills by herself. Funny most of the time, but there's another character of her that not many people will notice. She will serve as a good musician in church and maybe even in the committee Lydia, always been a good friend to other. Very caring and takes time to look after people. Will be a good Sunday teacher in further; not forgetting a good mother. JY, a multi musician and have the potential to lead but yet been released to the fullest.
Lord, I give my life.
Talk about 5X2 now, so my blog entry caused a big hoo-haa huh? Come on, don't worry, I'm not at all angry with the group; why should I anyway? It's my blog, I type what I wanna type. It's my feelings, what I feel and what I have learned. Some times it's the difference in thinking that caused misunderstanding; maybe maturity counts as well. There's a reason why I clicked better with people older than me. Not to say that people of my own age are childish, but maybe the things that I have gone through, made me different from some.
Well maybe you guys can't accept me by how I look at things and my "serious" level, but hey, that's me. Maybe in a few years time, you'll come to know how I must have felt and maybe then you'll remember who Grace is.
I can joke; have fun like any of you all. But I believe there's a time for everything. I choose to keep quite some times, maybe even aloof; because I don't see a need to talk or react. The more one talk, the less the others will remember.
Upper tights are a little soar today, but heck about it; I know I have burned some fats away. Woke up around 9 plus in the morning, wanted to cycle to East Coast, but the sun just put me off. Arg... Was at the super market just now and so happen to saw frozen food was stored in -18C. How I wish I could be in that kind of weather now. Singapore coolest temperature; let's say 22C. I have never experience winter before, boy when will this day come?
Leading Praise and Worship this Sunday again. Will history repeat itself? Seriously, I'm not sure and I'm a little scare when JY told me that I will be leading. I had a choice to not lead or lead; I chose to lead and not run away. People are getting lesser and lesser, a big discouragement. But what matters most is God. No matter how little people there are, my purpose is to lead them to God. *Be with me O Lord*
Was thinking in bed just last night, what difference do I have compared to others, maybe like EC, SY or MCL? Was thinking for quite a long time because I don't know why, but there are a lot of thoughts going on in my mind. Finally I came to a conclusion, not much difference at all. Well maybe in terms of looks, size, character and etc. But in God's eyes, we're all His children. Each of us "set off" at different time and has different task to do; but all that we do, we do it for God. Like EC, passion for youths and all the talks she gave; all for the glory and honor of God. When being interviewed, she never fails to mention God. SY, a talented musician and composer. The songs she wrote, the example she set touches the people around her. Be it you know her as friend or not. MCL, a talented musician and composer as well. Serving God together with SY. Each and every one of us has his or her own task to fulfill. Enough of talking about them, let's talk about people that I'm close to or of my own age I should say.
Wan Yi, a good musician to me. Didn't know she picked up her piano skills by herself. Funny most of the time, but there's another character of her that not many people will notice. She will serve as a good musician in church and maybe even in the committee Lydia, always been a good friend to other. Very caring and takes time to look after people. Will be a good Sunday teacher in further; not forgetting a good mother. JY, a multi musician and have the potential to lead but yet been released to the fullest.
Lord, I give my life.
Talk about 5X2 now, so my blog entry caused a big hoo-haa huh? Come on, don't worry, I'm not at all angry with the group; why should I anyway? It's my blog, I type what I wanna type. It's my feelings, what I feel and what I have learned. Some times it's the difference in thinking that caused misunderstanding; maybe maturity counts as well. There's a reason why I clicked better with people older than me. Not to say that people of my own age are childish, but maybe the things that I have gone through, made me different from some.
Well maybe you guys can't accept me by how I look at things and my "serious" level, but hey, that's me. Maybe in a few years time, you'll come to know how I must have felt and maybe then you'll remember who Grace is.
I can joke; have fun like any of you all. But I believe there's a time for everything. I choose to keep quite some times, maybe even aloof; because I don't see a need to talk or react. The more one talk, the less the others will remember.