Friday, September 02, 2005
Binomial Blues
Binomial just isn't my cup of tea, the sight of all the letters, multiplication just turns me off. Boy, so complicated, long working methods and formulas.. *Arggggggg* Finally I sat down at the table and revised my Maths, for like a good 2 hours plus? The last time was on the sofa and that's all for this coming exams. Gosh, exams is like in a few days time and what the heck am I doing? Looks like I'm on for the last minute rush again; oh well, that's me.
Pay day, come on, I need my pay. Today or Monday? And I have to pay Dia back :P
For a while, I've been going "yayayaya" to whatever my grandma is saying. I'm kind of like distracted, so in my mind, I can only say "yayayaya" to her. Hah, I'm concentrating on my forums and other stuff.
Talk about yesterday, I just join another forum! Now I have something to look forward to while I'm on line.
Out of sudden, on the way home.. Listening to the 6th song in the latest CD of Stream Of Praise; I felt that I'm good in nothing. Nothing else that I've done I can be proud of, nothing big have I achieved. I prayed and teared, but I know God heard my payers and healed me.
Oh, will grandma stop talking to me? I'm distracted
Parents, something that I still haven gotten over with. How to love them with ALL my heart? I seriously can't. Honor them? Haiz...
There's a reason why I don't like to go back to my own home and prefer to stay at grandma's place. What do I like about my own house, nothing. I'm sorry to say, I have useless parents. USELESS, good for nothing, maybe something. You're not a good father and you are not a good mother. You failed to show me what love is, you failed to show me what respect, responsibilities are. You failed to show me how to be a good person in life. USELESS
Pay day, come on, I need my pay. Today or Monday? And I have to pay Dia back :P
For a while, I've been going "yayayaya" to whatever my grandma is saying. I'm kind of like distracted, so in my mind, I can only say "yayayaya" to her. Hah, I'm concentrating on my forums and other stuff.
Talk about yesterday, I just join another forum! Now I have something to look forward to while I'm on line.
Out of sudden, on the way home.. Listening to the 6th song in the latest CD of Stream Of Praise; I felt that I'm good in nothing. Nothing else that I've done I can be proud of, nothing big have I achieved. I prayed and teared, but I know God heard my payers and healed me.
Oh, will grandma stop talking to me? I'm distracted
Parents, something that I still haven gotten over with. How to love them with ALL my heart? I seriously can't. Honor them? Haiz...
There's a reason why I don't like to go back to my own home and prefer to stay at grandma's place. What do I like about my own house, nothing. I'm sorry to say, I have useless parents. USELESS, good for nothing, maybe something. You're not a good father and you are not a good mother. You failed to show me what love is, you failed to show me what respect, responsibilities are. You failed to show me how to be a good person in life. USELESS
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 9/02/2005 03:24:00 PM
