Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Lord, my CEO :)
I don't know why, but I just wanna Praise the Almighty God! Nothing much happened, except that I'm a happy person, walking with the Lord. Not at all happy I should admit; there's some events that tried to blow me up. With the evil spirits released within me, God is allowing His Holy Spirit to work inside me.
Monday. All of us were rushing IISO project, or should I say I am the only one rushing? I had to do all the printing, collect the reports from the rest of the group members and binding. What were the rest doing? Well, maybe they are being captured by that idoitic Maple game or simply, couldn't care much. I was fustrated indeed, angry and disapointed. Even the lab tutor couldn't see the "thunder storm" going inside me. I must agree to her that different people have different pace in doing work. I'm only glad it's over and the Good Lord brought me through. Went to the office after school; which ended like 2.45p.m? Darn early yeah? But heck I reached office at around 4.30p.m? Haha, don't ask me why, cause I didn't know. Sleeping on the bus maybe? Collected my name card; there.. "Public Relation Manager" printed on the card with my name. Have to do some designing for the company and promote the company :)
Tuesday, nothing much happened in school, except for the usual stuff. Went to Tampines Mall after school with the usual group. Went for my job interview; had a hard time finding the cafe. Oh yeah, Wan introduce me a part time job in a cafe located near Telepark. Wasn't a bad cafe, small but I somehow like it. Results would be know today if I made it through the interview or didn't. Working time was bad, operation hours were like from 10a.m to 10p.m. If I made it for the job, I could work after school from like 6 to 10p.m? Saturdays and Sundays are off days! Praise the Lord! I shared my problem with the prayer group on Saturday and on Sunday, Wan offered to help me find job. Won't I be happy if I could get the job? Weekends are free, that means it won't affect my church activities and other stuff. May God's will be done
Wedesday, I didn't realise it was only 12 plus when I look at the time. I thought it was 3 plus already. APEL class later after 3 hours of NMM. Will the manager call today?
I feel I'm dirfting further away from her. Don't even feel like talking to her, even when I do, the coversation just don't last or it will end in fustration. End of it? I don't know, I just can't stand her anger. Lord, please guide me. Why is she throwing her temper at others, especially Farabi?
I've got a hundred and one things to do. With projects coming up, deadlines hovering around me.. Just take a stress meter and measure me. I was getting so tired last night, I didn't feel like doing anything. I prayed, asking for strength and endurance. I know this is just the begining, more is to come. How I wished life would just be normal; living as a normal 17 years old. BUT I know, there's an ultimate purpose behind it, I'm not meant to be normal! Sickness, projects, finance, parents, family, church.. I'be bee through it. I have endured the toughest storm, those coming will just be fine :)
Many people have asked why I looked stress. Do I? Cause I don't notice myself. Haha.. I've always believed that there's a time for everything. A time to be fun loving and a time to be serious and talk business. Maybe I couldn't click quite well with those of my age, maybe they can't match the pace I set.. But Lord will guide my ways. Like Wan's blog last line, " Relax, God is in charge"
The driver seat is Yours, Lord :)
Monday. All of us were rushing IISO project, or should I say I am the only one rushing? I had to do all the printing, collect the reports from the rest of the group members and binding. What were the rest doing? Well, maybe they are being captured by that idoitic Maple game or simply, couldn't care much. I was fustrated indeed, angry and disapointed. Even the lab tutor couldn't see the "thunder storm" going inside me. I must agree to her that different people have different pace in doing work. I'm only glad it's over and the Good Lord brought me through. Went to the office after school; which ended like 2.45p.m? Darn early yeah? But heck I reached office at around 4.30p.m? Haha, don't ask me why, cause I didn't know. Sleeping on the bus maybe? Collected my name card; there.. "Public Relation Manager" printed on the card with my name. Have to do some designing for the company and promote the company :)
Tuesday, nothing much happened in school, except for the usual stuff. Went to Tampines Mall after school with the usual group. Went for my job interview; had a hard time finding the cafe. Oh yeah, Wan introduce me a part time job in a cafe located near Telepark. Wasn't a bad cafe, small but I somehow like it. Results would be know today if I made it through the interview or didn't. Working time was bad, operation hours were like from 10a.m to 10p.m. If I made it for the job, I could work after school from like 6 to 10p.m? Saturdays and Sundays are off days! Praise the Lord! I shared my problem with the prayer group on Saturday and on Sunday, Wan offered to help me find job. Won't I be happy if I could get the job? Weekends are free, that means it won't affect my church activities and other stuff. May God's will be done
Wedesday, I didn't realise it was only 12 plus when I look at the time. I thought it was 3 plus already. APEL class later after 3 hours of NMM. Will the manager call today?
I feel I'm dirfting further away from her. Don't even feel like talking to her, even when I do, the coversation just don't last or it will end in fustration. End of it? I don't know, I just can't stand her anger. Lord, please guide me. Why is she throwing her temper at others, especially Farabi?
I've got a hundred and one things to do. With projects coming up, deadlines hovering around me.. Just take a stress meter and measure me. I was getting so tired last night, I didn't feel like doing anything. I prayed, asking for strength and endurance. I know this is just the begining, more is to come. How I wished life would just be normal; living as a normal 17 years old. BUT I know, there's an ultimate purpose behind it, I'm not meant to be normal! Sickness, projects, finance, parents, family, church.. I'be bee through it. I have endured the toughest storm, those coming will just be fine :)
Many people have asked why I looked stress. Do I? Cause I don't notice myself. Haha.. I've always believed that there's a time for everything. A time to be fun loving and a time to be serious and talk business. Maybe I couldn't click quite well with those of my age, maybe they can't match the pace I set.. But Lord will guide my ways. Like Wan's blog last line, " Relax, God is in charge"
The driver seat is Yours, Lord :)
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 8/03/2005 12:20:00 PM
