Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Why not me, why not you?
Morning was bad, Dad was there stressing me of my illness. Oh boy, come one! I'm accepting it, I'm injecting myself, I'm alright! Do I have to cry in front of all of you? Give me some peace will you!
Especially my family members, my parents! You have done enough harm for my childhood, I don't asked for comfort of life from you all, all I ask now is your understanding! Get this into you thick skull, I need your understanding, that's all! Don't stop me from achieving my dream, don't discourage me from being who I am-- I will hate you if you do this things to me.
I once had a dream, a really bad dream about how I will treat my parents when I step out to work, when I have achieved my dreams. I don't want it to happen, neither do I think my parents will. I once said so, I once promise so, I will provide my parents with the best that I could. yes, the best! So, you folks won't have to work in old age and enjoy life.
Don't stop me from achieving great dreams, just because you can't and couldn't. You are being selfish, get me? I don' want to lead a life like what you are leading now! Work the whole of your life and am still at the same spot.. If someone is going to achieve the big dreams, going to fill the next millionaire's seat, going to be a world shaker and made history.. Why not me? Why not you? Grab the chance!
I still remembered what my mentor told me in her first few e-mails. "You can one day be who you are and what you are, just by believing in yourself."-- I'm set for that. I'm one special person.. I'm not going to lead my life aimlessly.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 5/04/2005 09:19:00 AM
