Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Sorry
My hands are cold... Very cold. I'm in a state of shock, numb.. What can I say somemore? My heart skip a few beats, I think.. Haha..
I'm not going to run away, nono, facing it. Pastor Kong once mention that one shouldn't run away from their problems yeah. I'm not running away, I'm running towards it and towards God. Dear Lord, I know I have done something foolish that caused certain things to turn sour. Forgive me O Lord. I know I need to make mistakes in my life.Give me Your strength and wisdom to learn from it. What's done can't be reverted. I understand,Lord. I chose to walk on the wrong path in the first place. Oh well, thank you God for waking me up.
Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid! I'm not that senseless.. I'm moving on!
Just finish reading the book I bought from Rod, time to get a new want!
Oh boy, my hands are really cold.. Freezing!!
Looks like I have spolit another friendship, *poof* it went. Tata..
Good bye
I'm not a girl, not yet a woman (Sounds familar yeah?) I'm a girl with sensable thoughts, I won't do anything stupid, like ending my life or cutting myself, I won't and would never! I just need time.. Don't worry
I'm fine, really!! Believe me! I've just release my emotion, I am fine, F-I-N-E... Really..
I'm just a little dissapointed with the end result, didn't want it that way, didn't meant it also.. Sorry... Really sorry.. Don't worry.. I won't do anything "stupid" anymore.. Promised God..
Sorry if I have made myself horrible to you.. Sorry
I know I have been too emotional. I have realise it, maybe a little too late. But I always tell my friends, nothing is too late..
I've grown! I've grown up! Yes I have!! After this whole folly, I know I have grown, more mature in relationship area.. I've always been childish in that, cause I don't know about it. Anyway, it's alright Grace. You have brave through many storms, this one will be just fine. Look, you have cooled down already. There are others who still cares.. God do! A lot..
I'm not going to run away, nono, facing it. Pastor Kong once mention that one shouldn't run away from their problems yeah. I'm not running away, I'm running towards it and towards God. Dear Lord, I know I have done something foolish that caused certain things to turn sour. Forgive me O Lord. I know I need to make mistakes in my life.Give me Your strength and wisdom to learn from it. What's done can't be reverted. I understand,Lord. I chose to walk on the wrong path in the first place. Oh well, thank you God for waking me up.
Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid! I'm not that senseless.. I'm moving on!
Just finish reading the book I bought from Rod, time to get a new want!
Oh boy, my hands are really cold.. Freezing!!
Looks like I have spolit another friendship, *poof* it went. Tata..
Good bye
I'm not a girl, not yet a woman (Sounds familar yeah?) I'm a girl with sensable thoughts, I won't do anything stupid, like ending my life or cutting myself, I won't and would never! I just need time.. Don't worry
I'm fine, really!! Believe me! I've just release my emotion, I am fine, F-I-N-E... Really..
I'm just a little dissapointed with the end result, didn't want it that way, didn't meant it also.. Sorry... Really sorry.. Don't worry.. I won't do anything "stupid" anymore.. Promised God..
Sorry if I have made myself horrible to you.. Sorry
I know I have been too emotional. I have realise it, maybe a little too late. But I always tell my friends, nothing is too late..
I've grown! I've grown up! Yes I have!! After this whole folly, I know I have grown, more mature in relationship area.. I've always been childish in that, cause I don't know about it. Anyway, it's alright Grace. You have brave through many storms, this one will be just fine. Look, you have cooled down already. There are others who still cares.. God do! A lot..
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 5/11/2005 12:13:00 PM
