Saturday, May 07, 2005
Finally, it's broken
It's broken... broken in me..
For once I cried for him, because I'm afraid of losing him, afraid of watching him go..
It all happened..
So suddenly..
It's not his fault, I'm too young.
Once and again, my hope dashed. I watched my dream float by, like a bubble, I will never catch it. He came into mylife, for a short moment, but left a deep footprint.
It's time, it's time, it's time I wake up..
Now I understand what it meant by loving someone can be painfull.
It's so pain, I am numb already.
While I checked my mail just now, and didn't see his reply.. I told myself, "I've lost him, I've lost him."
Isn't it funny? I typed so much about him, teared so much about him.. It just gone to waste. I did it on my own account. Foolish? I think I am.
Friends, I just suck at such things.
My heart broke, again and again. It's so painful, that my tears have run dry.. I want to cry, for just one last time for you, but I just can't. Whenever I though of giving up, I would always give myself reasons to hold on and wait..
I shouldn't wait anymore. I should just move on, like what you told me before.
I'm so numb...
I think I will need a long time to heal..
Maybe I will type just one last e-mail to him..and that's it? I don't know...
For once I cried for him, because I'm afraid of losing him, afraid of watching him go..
It all happened..
So suddenly..
It's not his fault, I'm too young.
Once and again, my hope dashed. I watched my dream float by, like a bubble, I will never catch it. He came into mylife, for a short moment, but left a deep footprint.
It's time, it's time, it's time I wake up..
Now I understand what it meant by loving someone can be painfull.
It's so pain, I am numb already.
While I checked my mail just now, and didn't see his reply.. I told myself, "I've lost him, I've lost him."
Isn't it funny? I typed so much about him, teared so much about him.. It just gone to waste. I did it on my own account. Foolish? I think I am.
Friends, I just suck at such things.
My heart broke, again and again. It's so painful, that my tears have run dry.. I want to cry, for just one last time for you, but I just can't. Whenever I though of giving up, I would always give myself reasons to hold on and wait..
I shouldn't wait anymore. I should just move on, like what you told me before.
I'm so numb...
I think I will need a long time to heal..
Maybe I will type just one last e-mail to him..and that's it? I don't know...
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 5/07/2005 09:38:00 PM
