Sunday, May 01, 2005
Distract me, baby!
Came back from Si Yun's place not too long ago. They had a presentation the coming project that Keep Hope Alive will embark on. I reached her place like around 4.30p.m, and boy I was lucky I came late. I think I will be bored to death if I were to stay there from the start, I wasn't in a mood for "lecture" today.. This whole presentation ended like around 7p.m and Si Yun cooked dinner for me and Pei Qi.
While I was preparing for my injection, Winnie, Mei ling and Mei yi came back (They were suppose to be gone). They wanted dinner as well, but Si Yun could only offer them noodles. I did help out a bit in cooking the noodles for them. They left after eating, and I helped Si Yun with cutting and washing of vegetables. Because of this woman, I can cook now! Helped her many times in the kitchan before, now I know how to cook! Thanks Ah Bu for your brown rice, vegetables and tou fu!
Dinner wasn't bad.. Had a little chat session after that. I told Si Yun that maybe it's time I should let go of my feelings for him. She agreed. We don't have the communication between us, as much as I want to, we can't. I still remember the test Si Yun did on me, between me and him. It was said that for the next two months, we ( me and him) will get to know each other more. I may be typing here that I wanna let go my feelings for him, but deep down inside me, I know I will still hold on, a bit.
I'm not those who will give up easily, not to even say relationships, unless I am really not interested. Look at maths, I have never like them or pass them.. but I didn't give up on them.. I passed my O level maths! Hallelujah!
Maybe I should imply this example on me and him yeah? I don't know.. May God's will be done and not mine.
Monday is church's family day. Oh boy, gotta wake up early again. I don't think I will be able to sleep late anymore, even if it's holiday. I got to get up in the morning, inject my insulin, take breakfast. Healthy lifestyle huh? Haha~
I need someone to distract me, so maybe my feelings for him will slowly fade off.. Come on baby! Distract me!! Haha~
While I was preparing for my injection, Winnie, Mei ling and Mei yi came back (They were suppose to be gone). They wanted dinner as well, but Si Yun could only offer them noodles. I did help out a bit in cooking the noodles for them. They left after eating, and I helped Si Yun with cutting and washing of vegetables. Because of this woman, I can cook now! Helped her many times in the kitchan before, now I know how to cook! Thanks Ah Bu for your brown rice, vegetables and tou fu!
Dinner wasn't bad.. Had a little chat session after that. I told Si Yun that maybe it's time I should let go of my feelings for him. She agreed. We don't have the communication between us, as much as I want to, we can't. I still remember the test Si Yun did on me, between me and him. It was said that for the next two months, we ( me and him) will get to know each other more. I may be typing here that I wanna let go my feelings for him, but deep down inside me, I know I will still hold on, a bit.
I'm not those who will give up easily, not to even say relationships, unless I am really not interested. Look at maths, I have never like them or pass them.. but I didn't give up on them.. I passed my O level maths! Hallelujah!
Maybe I should imply this example on me and him yeah? I don't know.. May God's will be done and not mine.
Monday is church's family day. Oh boy, gotta wake up early again. I don't think I will be able to sleep late anymore, even if it's holiday. I got to get up in the morning, inject my insulin, take breakfast. Healthy lifestyle huh? Haha~
I need someone to distract me, so maybe my feelings for him will slowly fade off.. Come on baby! Distract me!! Haha~
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 5/01/2005 11:53:00 PM
