Thursday, April 28, 2005
Medical checkup tomorrow, I wonder how will it be...
Just got back from lunch, had KFC with Eli and Charlene. The curry flavored chicken wasn't bad. I read finish the book of Ezekiel and am moving on to Daniel. I was in the office this morning, drawing half way when I suddenly took out my Bible and finsihed off the remaining chapters of Ezekiel. Though I may not understand fully what the Bible is trying to tell me sometimes, but I know God do speak to me through His words. Certain times, when I don't understand certain part of the Bible, the Lord will open up His way through other friends or pastors. Lord, you are just so amazing.
Thank you guys for showing me support and encouragement. It hasn't been easy for me this past few months, but I know I can still carry on. I guess I will just have to let go some of my emotional problems. Well, maybe he's just ain't the one yeah.. Who knows it might be better off just becoming his friend.. Give me some time, I will get over it. I did it for Lawrence, I'm sure I can do so for him.. I guess..
I will miss him still, but I'll control my emotion for him.I had said I wanna let God handle right.. God, it's all yours..
Nothing much to do now, don't have any inspiration to draw, so here I am! LoL.. Wait till I have inspiration, I'll be up and about drawing! Hee..
Going for hospital checkup tomorrow. Only then will I know what type of diabetes I got. If it's type one, I might have to inject myself everyday. However, may the Lord's will be done and not mine. What ever happens, He will carry me through. I know out there, there's many people that cares a lot about me. I know Si Yun and Erwin did research on my illness(thanks for your time and effort). Not forgetting friends who prayed for me, mentors and teachers showing their concern. What ever it is, God will guide me through.. I trust in Him.
Thank you guys for showing me support and encouragement. It hasn't been easy for me this past few months, but I know I can still carry on. I guess I will just have to let go some of my emotional problems. Well, maybe he's just ain't the one yeah.. Who knows it might be better off just becoming his friend.. Give me some time, I will get over it. I did it for Lawrence, I'm sure I can do so for him.. I guess..
I will miss him still, but I'll control my emotion for him.I had said I wanna let God handle right.. God, it's all yours..
Nothing much to do now, don't have any inspiration to draw, so here I am! LoL.. Wait till I have inspiration, I'll be up and about drawing! Hee..
Going for hospital checkup tomorrow. Only then will I know what type of diabetes I got. If it's type one, I might have to inject myself everyday. However, may the Lord's will be done and not mine. What ever happens, He will carry me through. I know out there, there's many people that cares a lot about me. I know Si Yun and Erwin did research on my illness(thanks for your time and effort). Not forgetting friends who prayed for me, mentors and teachers showing their concern. What ever it is, God will guide me through.. I trust in Him.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 4/28/2005 03:06:00 PM
