Sunday, April 10, 2005
I'll fight this battle with faith
Just came back from church...
I had my blood sugar checked minutes ago, blood sugar content was really high. 287, that's way too high. Aunt Helen told me that is very high, in the dark range. What's I'm afriad now is.. I will have to inject myself. My blood sample is being sent for testing, will get my result on thursday, if there is anything the clinic will call me. I hope they don't call.
God, I don't want to inject myself, once I started injection, it's for life. God, don't do this to me. Grandma and Mum had diabetes, I know I might get too. God, I don't want to go for injection, I will control,God.
Medical fees will cost a lot, injection will add on. I don't mind controlling my diet, cutting down on sugar intake, I just don't want to go for injection.
God, give me the will to cut down on my sugar intake and take care of my health-- I still have a long way to go. Praise the Lord I went for the body checkup, or else I won't know about my health condition. Grandma says, it's God will I had my body checkup. My blood sugar is so high now, if it get worse, oh no... Kidney failure?
God.. Have mercy on me..
I'm scare, but I'm made stronger this few days. No matter how tought the way ahead of me is going to be, I'll fight my battle with faith.
Who knows, after a few months... you won't see Grace already.. eh... Wait wait... Not saying that I'm going to die lah.. But maybe I will slim down lots after cutting down all that sugar yeah?
I still have a long way to go. I won't let this incident stop me... My walk with God will still be strong.. Amen!!
I had my blood sugar checked minutes ago, blood sugar content was really high. 287, that's way too high. Aunt Helen told me that is very high, in the dark range. What's I'm afriad now is.. I will have to inject myself. My blood sample is being sent for testing, will get my result on thursday, if there is anything the clinic will call me. I hope they don't call.
God, I don't want to inject myself, once I started injection, it's for life. God, don't do this to me. Grandma and Mum had diabetes, I know I might get too. God, I don't want to go for injection, I will control,God.
Medical fees will cost a lot, injection will add on. I don't mind controlling my diet, cutting down on sugar intake, I just don't want to go for injection.
God, give me the will to cut down on my sugar intake and take care of my health-- I still have a long way to go. Praise the Lord I went for the body checkup, or else I won't know about my health condition. Grandma says, it's God will I had my body checkup. My blood sugar is so high now, if it get worse, oh no... Kidney failure?
God.. Have mercy on me..
I'm scare, but I'm made stronger this few days. No matter how tought the way ahead of me is going to be, I'll fight my battle with faith.
Who knows, after a few months... you won't see Grace already.. eh... Wait wait... Not saying that I'm going to die lah.. But maybe I will slim down lots after cutting down all that sugar yeah?
I still have a long way to go. I won't let this incident stop me... My walk with God will still be strong.. Amen!!
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 4/10/2005 04:09:00 PM
