Monday, April 25, 2005

Don't judge me by my age

Duane and Eli knock off early today, they came like around 8 plus. TYEM academy was finally launch today. There weren't many students, but heard it went well. Had lunch over at Eli's Mum's cafe. The food was simply nice! Had a great time sitting and chatting together.

Oh yah, bought a new drawing pen for the cartoons, I just love this new pen! It's smooth and easy to use!

Have to attend a meeting later at Aunty Florence's place over at Selatar. Don't really know where the place is, but oh well.. Lydia will meet me at some bus stop.

School is starting next month, sort of looking forward to it. Wonder what new friends will I make. Adrian was asking me when will my school start, I told him next month. However, when school start, I would want to carry on working. I need the income.

Didn't really think too much about him today, not untill Duane mention his name. I was caught up all of a sudden. I admit I still do miss him, feelings for him is still as strong as ever. I'm still waiting for his e-mail, or maybe even a call from him? I don't know about this time.. I guess I'll just put him in my heart, prayers and memories.

He came into my life, for less than a month, but he left a deep foot print. He'll be someone I will never forget. His smile, his eyes, just kept me lock up within him. I wish I could sms him, call him, talk to him or just simply e-mail and he reply. I have no reasons to e-mail him, I'm afriad that I might scare him away or he'll find me a disturbance. I'll just leave it all to God. Sometimes things just can happen unexpectedly.

I just want him to know.. I will always have you in my prayers, thoughts and memories. The memories we shared, might not mean anything to you, but meant a lot to me. You tend to keep a lot of things in you, bury a lot of secreats and emotions in you. I would love to be the one to open it up and hear you speak. Give me a chance, you will get to know me better, Don't just assume that I'm just a teenager and know nothing much. Don't judge me this way, it's unfair.

I wondered, will you ever read this? Even when you do, will you know that I'm talking about you?

Take care yeah..

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