Monday, January 31, 2005
Working FOR people
My mood is somehow not very good today. Due to work problem and pay problem. Went to check my account few days ago, and found that I have recieved my pay. Should be happy right? But I'm not.. I only recieved $179.50! Where's the rest? I have worked for three weeks, at least should have about $300. I'm going to ask for my pay slip tomorrow to clarify! Another element is-- Alice Quek. Yeah, this lady again. Actually I was starting to like her, opening myself to become friends with her.. But, after today.. It somehow got affected.
When to work today and met Bee Guat.. Yeah! So happy to see her! Ever since I have been place to work afternoon, I seldom have chance to see her or talk to her. Today we chated for awhile! Bee Guat was very caring, asking me how was I, am I used to the job all that. Thanks Bee Guat! She was telling me what Alice wanted me to do and said that just know Alice commented that I was slow. I was affected by that, I felt I was staped from the back! Ok, if you think that I'm slow, tell me! You don't tell me, how would I know?
Like what I mentioned before, the whole of Giant don't like Alice, I was seen as the only one conecting well with her. Many times, people will ask me, "Did Alice scold you?", "Is Alice treating you well?", "Come to my department lah". All the times I just smiled away, saying that everything is going on well. It is!! I want to be your friend, I want to show you I cared! The whole of Giant is talking ill about you, but I didn't take them in. I want to experience you, by my own judgement, not what others tell me. If let's say, only Bee Guat has been the one saying that you are unreasonable, then I will consider what she says.. Maybe she don't like you, want to spoil your image. But, the things is-- Not only Bee Guat is telling me this! Ai Mei, Adrian, Allan and Ah Wee tells me the same thing! Ah Wee was like always asking me to change department, but I choose to stay on.. Alice arg Alice, why are you behaving like this? You can't stand alone, you need friends! Agnes told me today that Alice seem "Zhi Bi", you know, those kind that won't talk to others when people talk to them? Alice arg, change your behaviour man. I wonder if you do have any friends outside.
I have mention before. People who have obtained high rank will tend to look down on those below them or newbies. Have they forgotten, that they were once there? Haiz~ this is the working world, this is what it's like to work for people.. Well.. Treat it like a learning experience Gracie. Next time can share lor! Ahha~ Everything that happens, God permits them.
When to work today and met Bee Guat.. Yeah! So happy to see her! Ever since I have been place to work afternoon, I seldom have chance to see her or talk to her. Today we chated for awhile! Bee Guat was very caring, asking me how was I, am I used to the job all that. Thanks Bee Guat! She was telling me what Alice wanted me to do and said that just know Alice commented that I was slow. I was affected by that, I felt I was staped from the back! Ok, if you think that I'm slow, tell me! You don't tell me, how would I know?
Like what I mentioned before, the whole of Giant don't like Alice, I was seen as the only one conecting well with her. Many times, people will ask me, "Did Alice scold you?", "Is Alice treating you well?", "Come to my department lah". All the times I just smiled away, saying that everything is going on well. It is!! I want to be your friend, I want to show you I cared! The whole of Giant is talking ill about you, but I didn't take them in. I want to experience you, by my own judgement, not what others tell me. If let's say, only Bee Guat has been the one saying that you are unreasonable, then I will consider what she says.. Maybe she don't like you, want to spoil your image. But, the things is-- Not only Bee Guat is telling me this! Ai Mei, Adrian, Allan and Ah Wee tells me the same thing! Ah Wee was like always asking me to change department, but I choose to stay on.. Alice arg Alice, why are you behaving like this? You can't stand alone, you need friends! Agnes told me today that Alice seem "Zhi Bi", you know, those kind that won't talk to others when people talk to them? Alice arg, change your behaviour man. I wonder if you do have any friends outside.
I have mention before. People who have obtained high rank will tend to look down on those below them or newbies. Have they forgotten, that they were once there? Haiz~ this is the working world, this is what it's like to work for people.. Well.. Treat it like a learning experience Gracie. Next time can share lor! Ahha~ Everything that happens, God permits them.
# . Grace Eleora Loo : 1/31/2005 11:20:00 PM
